January 2011
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Spinning
I did it for the first time today. Between that and the BodyPump class yesterday I don’t know if my legs will be able to support me at all tomorrow.
But my question, since I don’t know how to ride a bike, is:
Is your crotch supposed to go numb like that?
and:
Why does it hurt so much??
Two more things:
I forgot there was another NSV - I bit the bullet and auditioned for something in the Drama Dept. I’ve had an irrational fear of auditioning for my peers because I’m new after being out of school for two years in the middle of my degree and what if I do something, or don’t do something, that everyone else knows about but I don’t and I look like a fool………...
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NSV but mostly just NVs
So, Non-Scale-Victory:
10 mins straight on the treadmill!! But I’m not as excited as I should be because instead of endorphins, all I’m feeling right now is nauseous. Because…
Plain old Non-Victories:
I haven’t been to the gym since Sunday. Just like I haven’t been on tumblr. I haven’t been eating well either. It was rough on the treadmill because five days...
thingslinelikes asked: I will ask you anything. How am I supposed to contact you if you get rid of facebook and I don't have a cell phone???? hmmm?? We should skype soon because 1) I miss you and 2) the oscar noms are out and we need to place our bets. Let me know!!
Love, Caroline
Love, Caroline
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Sleigh Bells -Kids.
Really, anything Sleigh Bells...
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I've been avoiding my life.
One of the ways I avoid living is by eating. This might sound ridiculous to many people but I’m willing to bet that quite a few of the people reading this will understand. Instead of doing coursework, I’ll eat. Instead of cleaning up, I’ll eat. Instead of going out, I’ll eat. Instead of following dreams, I’ll eat.
This is a problem.
What I eat is not the problem....
WIW
Last Week: 232.2
This Week: 233.6
Difference: +1.4
I am not at all surprised. I let life and fear get the better of me for most of this week. In the last two days I stopped trying to numb myself with food though so… that is a win. I’ll just keep on working at it.
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Photos!!!!
I just uploaded all of the ;pictures on my camera to my computer. I’m going through all of them and reminiscing so be prepared for the barrage of holiday photos that is about to flood your dash…. Sorry! (kinda/not really)
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“Maybe each human being lives in a unique world, a private world different from...”
– Philip K. Dick (via realvermin)
ladylikeliz-deactivated2012-dea asked: If you won a million dollars, but half of it you had to give to charitable cause (your local animal shelter, Autism/Cancer/Alzheimer’s Research, Make-a-Wish).
What instantly comes to mind of where you want it to go?
And to what would you actually donate to?
These can be two different choices; you can be as specific of vague as you want to be.
What instantly comes to mind of where you want it to go?
And to what would you actually donate to?
These can be two different choices; you can be as specific of vague as you want to be.
ladylikeliz-deactivated2012-dea asked: If someone made a movie of your life would it be a drama, a comedy, a romantic-comedy, action film, or science fiction?
If you can find any cohesion in this post,...
So, here’s the deal:
I’ve been slowing down a little bit with the posting but I want to pick it back up. Often it feels as though I just started this blog but I just went back in my archive and it made me see the difference and the progression. And I kind of miss the early days. I miss sorting my thoughts out on this little blog and spilling my guts. Recently tumblr has become...
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WIW
Last Week: 232.8
This Week: 232.2
Difference: -0.6
At the risk of pissing Sarah off over at smaller-n-smaller. I sometimes have a tendency to get a little frustrated when it’s less that a pound loss. But I’m trying resist! I really am! It’s going down and that’s good.
Plus I’ve gotten two compliments this first week back about looking smaller. So, yay.
Okay, so I found I theme I think I like
I might play around a little bit with the background and text but I’ll try to keep it legible. Here are my only issues:
You can’t see what I’ve ‘liked’. Basically I miss the disco dick photo that was at the top of my page.
I can’t see anywhere to search the blog.
So if anyone wants to head over and let me know what you think, please do! Is this better than...
Anonymous asked: I love reading your posts, but your theme makes your page so hard to see! You should really think about changing it. I'd love to be able to read your blog more easily! You're gorgeous in your new video by the way! :D
what's with all the childhood photos?
I kinda want to post some now too….
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WIW
Two Weeks Ago: 233.0
This Week: 232.8
Difference: -0.2
I didn’t weigh myself last week because I was away and without a scale. So this is what happened over Christmas and New Year’s. I had bigger goals but those were foolish. Instead I indulged and enjoyed sometimes, and I’m pretty darn excited with the results.
38:53
You read that right. 38:53.
I could not believe it myself.
I had no idea what I was doing so I filled out the info at the bottom of my number where the instructions say to rip it off as you go through the finish. When I got to the end I went around looking for someone to give it to. I asked one of the other runners and she told me that they don’t use it. I guess it was more of a social...
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